get a grip. people hate sissies.

This is bigger than you or I.

We had a lovely day today. We played at the park and skipped stones and named ducks.
You nodded knowingly. I told you everything. I spilled my soul, as hard as that was to do.
It was a long talk.
It was a long time.
I still don't know what I can give you. But I hope this is enough.

I am currently on exam lockdown.
I also have to get Christmas presents.
We have a Christmas tree at the house at school.
It's lovely.

I feel homesick.
Homesick for love.
Homesick for family.
Homesick for a home that doesn't exist anymore.

But for some reason it feels kind of okay this time.

I need to make time to shower.